- Matthew sleeps during the day
Since we have Matthew there were no sleep at night mode in my system anymore. It was the most tiring moments in my life. A lot of times I almost always give up,I can not make it. However, it is good thing that my babe and I are sticking to it… because when I am frustrated, he is there to relieve me and so as him. That works our for both of us.
Though, when I see my little boy’s face smiling at me… all the frustrations are gone away. It made me smile and open my eyes, hold him and love him.. I don’t mind anymore. I sacrificed, gave up a lot for him since the beginning and I am already here… there is no room for regrets at all.
I am happy of what I have right now as well as my babe.
Breastfeeding… during those days was horrendous! I can’t believed I made it! Everytime I’ll have Matthew suck my breast it is so much pain, to the point my nipple was pilling off and bleeding, very sore to the touch. I cried one time I said I can’t make it. It’s good thing I spoke with Christina about my situation – she had 2 children, one experienced mom who shares her experience and better the pain the she’d experience. So I did, along with pumping milk. I must say it was a relieve! thank you Christina! With the help of the lansinoh – the cream I have used since I was still pregnant – this helps prevent cracks, dry and soften the nipple. It was a great help too!
Right now, I am feeling better… we have a happy and healthy family.
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